Mood: HeartPain =)
Juz haf: Bubble Tea
Tinking of: Mind blank
Song: Wo zhi dao ni hen nan guo*Jolin

today is da 2nd mth since we broke up..
somehow there's a sign in office..
e sign tt i noe i'll b heartbroken..
e red heart went MISSING!!~ it's nt at da desk..
it's not on da floor.. it's nowhere to b found..

yesh.. of all e 3 hearts.. gone was da big red wan!
i dunno who took it or sad to say.. who stole it..

i was so lost tt i dunno where im going..
wanted to go Bugis grab a cup of bubble tea..
but i ended up @ Galare eating waffle alone..
roaming ard suntec like ghost..
n bought another Korean movie instead of TYPE B..

n yesh.. i received his msg in e afternoon..
he kinda caught me by surprise..
i was still tinking of sms him..
asking him out for a chat.. to get e ans i wan..
n there.. i got e ans without asking..

loss of word.. my mind was completely blank..
im speechless.. my heart hurts alot..
but somehow i felt relieved.. funny rite?
*heng i was alone in my cubicle.. no disturbance..
~e moment i saw Bibi-san, i juz brust out crying..

he sounded so cold and scary.. it's unlike him..
his ans was straight.. too striaght forward..
as if he practiced beforehand..
making every effort to make me gif up on him..
i cant deny he shattered my every hope..
leaving me nothing to cling on..

He got his reason.. n i considered tt valid..
i juz happened to meet e right one at the wrong time?
or meet e wrong wan at e right time?
but i nv regret.. he's realli good..
juz tt everything seems so wrong..

dun ever say u r not worth it..
dun ever say u r not good enuff..
if u realli are not worth it or not gd enuff..
y is it hard for us(ex) to let go?
i understand their feeling.. i seriously do..

i noe i gotta let go.. but my heart juz wun let me..
so I'll juz listen to my heart..
when there's a guy who makes my heart skip a beat..
it's e time my heart gif up on u..

i've decided to stop blogging at tis site..
it's filled wif happi n sad memories..
mayb by starting a new wan.. i'll feel better..
at least my reader wun feel sick abt me toking abt my love life..
meanwhile i'll keep tt link a secret...
till i found myself.. i'll b back to annouce da link..


*my mind is as blank as my desk..
~left xiaohan's jumpy.. n my whiteboard..


*all da colourful postcards GONE!


*It's empty!~ it looked kinda weird..
i dunno wat got over me..
~my hand juz cant stop tearing down everything on da desk..


*gone was my colourful cute desk.. =)


I'll be back =)