Move house move house le!!~
im shifting to vintagejojo.blogspot.com

should b e bery last time im gonna change le bahx
=P

See u there Peeps!!~




故事结束那天天气是怎样的美
现在的我没有感觉
你在我的世界来去自由的飞
翅膀挥舞着我的伤悲 我还陷在里面
你早已投入另外情节
在我心里藏着一种美 是我永远都无法告别
你的笑容好像还没完全 故事却急着走到完结
还来不及学会 有些事我永远都学不会
学不会望着你而没有感觉 学不会忽视你的美
学不会翻故事最后一页 学故事里的狼狈
无声颓废我学不会 music......
在我心里藏着一种美 是我永远都无法告别
撕去故事里的最后一页 假装一切都还没完结
还来不及学会 有些事我永远都学不会
学不会~~ music...

a bery nice song to share =)




i tink im sick!! oopsy..
cas i purposely walk in e rain =P
i nv bring umbrella mahx...
n it's been time since i last walk in e rain..
too bad e rain arent heavy at all =X

now im down on flu!!~
nt forgetting cough cough too!! =`(
n i foresee fever coming!!~*isnt tis wat i wan? ><"
~was telling yun tis morning tt i envy her!!~
~she's took leave tml.. i also wan!!

received a call from zero tt day..
i was caught btw his gf n him!!!~
hmm.. dun tink too much.. it wasnt regarding me..
can tell tt both of them still love each other alot!!~
but none of them wanted to b e first wan to voice out!
told them so many times.. they realli need a gd tok..

'poloso' zero for 30+ mins... n he's still stubborn..
dunno wat got over me.. i got emotional n 'sc0ld' him..
i mean.. he got e chance to choose.. n he chose..
n now.. he's not making any effort to make it work..
both of them are juz too stubborn to b take iniative..
how nt to b angry? u tell me?

i mean their case arent tt serious..
as in im sure they can work it out if they wan to..
they should b happy tt they got e chance to choose..
i told him he's lucky.. as in he still got a chance to choose..
i din.. i dun haf... n it juz din feel good or rite at all..
i wanted to choose... but i wasnt given a chance...
since he got e chance to choose.. go ahead n dun regret!!~
was abit boohoohoo-ing when lecturing him..
tink he shocked by my behavior n he dare nt say anything =P
*juz hope tt thingy turns out gd for them..
~i wan my frenz to b happy!!~ i'll b glad to help if i can..
since dang shi ren bi jing cant solve their own probs..

happy birthday piggy!!~hope u like e prezzie!!~
*no mumbling in e nitex... we cant slp!!~

next chalet coming up!!~ weet!!~ jie mei's gathering!!~
no more slping AGAIN!!~ hopefully e room wun b dusty..

FATE oh FATE!~
it's nice to see u again...
though it's a supa short wan..




我终於还是说了一句我爱你
还记得那个微凉里天空正飘著小雨
心跳的声音 像舞动奇迹

你看著我说千万不要爱上我
因为你只会让我伤心别傻了快点喊停
你那麼冷静 忽远又忽近

我知道我对你来说也许太年轻
我想我猜我问我终於了解
原来为爱流的眼泪 也是种甜蜜滋味

只想爱你 当我和你走在一起就已经决定
不看不听不问也不会放弃 是你让我了解自己
可以为爱那麼坚定 只想爱你

好想每天睁开眼睛就能看到你
我知道我偶尔有一点任性 不管你做任何决定
究竟爱我还是逃避 Sorry我还是不会放弃爱你




OMG!! OMG!! OMG!! OMG!!~
tink i get all [X] for my wishes!!~
im scare.. realli SCARE!!~
qian was asking me a question which i couldnt ans..
i cant foresee how long will i b staying there!!~

my newy new workplace is full of AUNTIES..
*hopefully i wun bcum one of them =`(
~n hopefully e aunties wun get too shock of my dressing..
[finger crossed] esp fri e dress down day.. WEET!!
n... after observing everybody's behaviour..
i realized they r still afew potential BACK STABBER!!~
realli.. omg.. i cant imagine if i kena backstab sia..
mayb im tinking too much.. =P

-i realli misses those days whereby yun was sitting next to me..
~we were chatting every now n then laffing n doing silly thingys..
-i realli missy miss CTB young young environment..
~nt forgetting my bibi-san n xiaohan-leng!!~
-i realli missy miss those shuai geS in CTB..
~zettai no shuaige at my department.. 2 guys only ><"

THOUGH

-e new office is 1 station nearer ><"
~but no shelter at all..
-e vendor machine is free!!~ nt even 10cent..
~but i gotta scan in n out ><"
-e new jobby is a perm position
~whereby there will b more benefit n stuff.. *hopefully*

I HOPE

-i'll get use to e aunty environment w/o being influenced!!
-it'll b a stress-free environment compared to CTB
-e bossy, Linda will b NICER than PS!!
-e instinct of e 'back-stabber' part isnt accurate!!
-everythingy shun shun li li.. =D

anyway.. i'll b getting a stand chart 'current' acct!!~ ><"
macham got lotsa ATM ard s'pore like tt..
im defintely looking forward to e dress down day!!~
n i've got a biggy big big tummy NOW!!~
i had my dinner + cheezel + durian roll in 30mins!!! =D
nt forgetting a vitagen for easy digestion =X

my mama realli realli DOTE ME!!~
she cooked my fav dishes!!~ n bought me durian roll!!~
she said if i dun like my new job, juz quit lor ><"
~hmm.. need 1 mth notice neh.. keke

i juz wan u to place yr hand on yr chest...
somewhere close to yr heart.. close yr eyes...
n ask yrself.. are u realli happy?




i haf a question in mind..
wat's e use of living? for e sake of dreams?
for e sake of our parent? for e sake of love?
for e sake of frenz.. or juz for e sake of living?


-for e sake of dreams? (wat's yrs?)
i used to tink we lives for dreams..
yesh.. no doubts i haf plenty of dreams..
from tour guide to air stewardess..
whereby i got e chance to travel ard.. visiting places..
i wanted to be a designer too..
im crazy over fashion and would like to work wif colours..
i wanted to be a boss..
e boss of my little boutique, selling pretty clothings..
i've dreams... lotsa dreams.. but can i fulfill them?

all i can say is.. reality is cruel..
not everybody gotta fulfill their dreams..
in order to be a tour guide, i haf to own a biz cert..
specialised in TOURISM.. but i din managed to own tt..
even if i got into one of e airlines company...
will i able to withstand those long hrs of flights?
or soon get bored of it juz like my 2 frenz?
i myself haf probia wif e turbulance..
am i scare of dying? no.. but mayb yeshh..
i dislike e virgorous shaking wif sudden UPs n DOWNs..
i hate e gravity pull.. ><"

i noe i can further my study..
either specialise in tourism or design..
but i heard tis from most of my frenz..
can a tour guide earn much for a living?
is it easy to find a designer job?
whereby Singapore is full of designer grad?
hmmmmmmmm...

ok,let's say im gonna get a little shop of my own..
yeshh.. i need e money factor.. n yesshh..
my papa did iniative to sponsor me.. but...
most prob he din noe renting a shop @ bugis costed $3k/mth
we need to sign a bond wif e company for at least 3 mths..
meaning 9K + plane tick + stocks would add up to ard 15K..
15K for business arent a small amt.. wat if e biz din work out?
esp me.. owning only a dip in engineering wif no biz knowledge?

upon so many question marks in mind..
i guess i shall get a decent job and tink of wat i realli wan..
since we only lives once in our life.. i wan no regrets..


-for e sake of our parent?

Our mums been through those freaking 9mths of pregnancy..
esp my mum.. 2 devils in her little tummy ><"

like wat most adult said..
study hard.. else u will end up as a cleaner..
n there we are completing levels and levels of studies..
hopefully to get a decent job.. to do them proud..
BUT wat if they wan u to do something to dislike?
will u be going against it? or do wat u were told?


-for e sake of love?

little did u guys noe tt..
quite a no. of human being actually lives for love..
i guess girls stand a big portion of it..

it's common for us human to feel lonely..
no matter how much frenz we haf...
or how much loves and concern our family showered us..
we needs e accompany of someone whom we loves and care..
someone special.. someone u wanted to own..
someone whom u wanted to be belong to..
someone u wanted to pamper and cherish..
someone u juz cant stop missing..
juz tt special one whom lives in yr heart..

wat if your parent disapprove e relationship?
would u gif up e r/s for yr family?
or would u fight for e love as u will b e wan marrying them?

wat if your frenz dislike your partner?
would u gif up e r/s for yr frenz?
love requires trust between both party..
but you trust your frenz too..
frenz or lover? who would u choose to believe?



Life is all about making decsion..
live no regrets okie? promise me? =)



anyway i went for 2 interview today?
one for stand chart another for OCBC..
e agent bluff me again.. e stand chart isnt admin..
it's customer service officers ><"
while i got 2 manager and a HR guy to interview me..
STRESS!!~ hopefully i'll get e job =D

n... yesterday i saw missy AYU @ MOE
of all places, MOE under a freaking hot weather..
yesh.. tis is definitely FATE.. cas i misses her ALOT!~
n i noe she did misses me as much.. tt's y she stalked me =P
awww.. i misses e girls!!~

WEET!!~ hafing BBQ tis coming sat @ sembawang park!~
i bet it's gonna be FUN!!~ gonna 'tong' there somemore..
n 'xiao shizi' coming!!~ gonna play wif her!!~
but.. i'll defintely miss someone who sang me 'love song'..
~i ask my love.. to take a walk.. to take a walk.. lalalala


n last but nt least.. something to share..
i'd rather have bad times with u;
than good times with someone else.
i'd rather be beside you in a storm;
than safe and warm by myself.
i'd rather have hard times together;
than to have it easy apart.
i'd rather have someone who holds my heart;
who holds my heart.




Love Love Love...
wat's e truest form of love? <3

a devil in disguise?
or a belated x'mas prezzie from e absent minded fairy?
a sweet choco coated memories which u yearn for more?
or a cold scary shadow tt even haunts u in sleep?

Love.. should it b sweet or bitter? i say both..
without e bitterness, u wun realized how sweet it actually is..
Love wun be complete without UPs and DOWNs..
it's actually a mentally and phsyically test for 2 lovers..
is either u tighten e seat belt, enjoying e roller coaster ride..
or waving white flag for everything to stop after a few turns..
decision actually lies in yr hand.. whether to end it wif a snap...
or hang on to it for e sake of e love in yr heart..

Love is all about two parties..
Rules for e game are Trust and communication..
tis game for two also requires love, care and concern..
Surprises and gifts are additional bonus point to it..
Different people may haf diff ways of handling it...
Trust e love inside of you..




Been kinda into Korean Drama n Movie lately..
even got e silly intention to sign up for Korean language class..
but CANNOT!!~ cas i tink Korean sounded abit weird..
unlike Japanese sounds so classy n polite.. keke =P

Wat makes a Korean Drama/Movie interesting?
-romantic storyline (a)
-Interesting Poster (b)
-Delicious looking actor (c)
-Funny Plot (d)
-oh-i-need-more-tissue scene (e)
-Scary looking Picxy cum trailer (f)


*Cello -f


*a tale of two sisters (seen) -f


*ouija board (seen) -f


*cat on e roof -b


*Full house -b


*Innocent steps -b


*Love Rivals -b


*Romantic Comedy -b


*Sang dong, Let's go to sch -b


*A moment to remember(seen) - e + a


*Autumn in my heart (seen) - e + a + c


*Loving you (seen) -a


*My Boyfrenz is type B (seen) - a + b + c + d


*My love Patzzi (seen) -a + c + d


*My sassy gf (seen) - a + d


*My tutor frenz (seen) - b + a + c + d


*e ghost train (seen) -f


*Romance (seen) - a + c


*stairway to heaven (seen) - a + c + e


*Summer scent (seen) -a + c


*e sucessful story of a bright girl (seen) - a + c


*wind struck (seen) -b + a + c + d + e


*Winter Sonata (seen) - a + e


*wishing stairs (seen) -f


Delicious Looking Dude (Korean)

*Jang Hyeok
~he got those i-am-rich-u-r-poor-so-shoo-off face


*but cool enuff.. i like =D



*Kim Jae-won
~e boy next door guy


*he's CUTE..


*i love tt smile of him.. but nt tis hair



*Kim Rae-won


*kinda MCP looking huh?



*Ko soo


*i like guys who look gd in spec.. SHUAI


**mummy's boy looking guy


*bery kiddy playful looking picxy.. I LIKE!~



*kwon Sang-woo


*Mr arrogant looking guy



*Lee Byeong-Heon


*Mr nice guy



*Lee Dong-geon


*he got those smirky smile.. but.. I LIKE..



*SongSeung-heon


*sentimental Looking guy


*he's considered 1 of e shuai ge in Korean



*Won Bin


*My all time fav.. he's kiddy enuff..
wif nice smile.. n lovely eyes


*Kim Nam-Jin


*i like tis smally small eyes dude.. CUTE!!

Yeap.. tis is e Korean version of SHUAI GE..




i've a question in mind..
wat's e colour of my hair?
some say RED.. some say Purple..
n even MAROON ><" well i say it's Purplish Red..
wat do u say? =X *im a curious catty.. purr.. =D


ive another question..
y are those black n white road named after zebra?
why Zebra? y not Giraffe or even monkey?
n for yr info.. (true life acct)
all pedestrian crossing in Taiwan were painted black n white..
me n qian tot it's Zebra crossing wif red n green man.. ><"
n we almost got hit by those oldie bikey on e road..
heng we are still alive.. in one peice =)


another question..y muz e good ones die??
while e badie shall b e wan LAFFING LOUDLY in e end?
y e goodie wan die on e spot immediately when shot..
while e badie wan juz wun DIE? or die only after multiple shots?
tis is so nt fair.. dun u tink?
*okok i noe nt everything has a happy ending...
~but y muz ah hao die? ah lie too..
(e ah hao4 im refering is Yu Hao in dou yu.. nt tt murderer of huang na's death)


n... y i always kena e cramp when da yi ma comes?
not everyone gotta suffer e torturing of it okie? lucky them.. HUMPY!!~
i hate Da Yi ma!!~ cas i'll get all those symptoms..
like giddy spell, Nauseous, bery badie cramp n backaches.. sobxsobx..
only my mama noe my pain.. cas her daugther will b rolling on her King Size beddie..
(cas my bed is too small for me to roll here n there =X)
with a pale looking face n ghostly white lips... in cold sweat somemore!~
my mama will then come to me n sayang me.. n get me HOT soupy n water..
*but after i got better.. she will nag me for all e coldy drinks i drank =(
u girls muz b tinking.. TOOTX!!~ Panadol cures everything.. even e pain.. eat lor..
when e pain is unbearable.. i'll pop in a couple behind my mama's back..
cas she said Panadol arent good for health.. n so if i can tolerate.. i wun eat lor.
*tt's e reason for nt eating.. im nt supa woman lahx.. u noe?
~so u better stop eating those Panadol Cold lahx.. nt goodie for health..
but i muz say.. Panadol doesnt take effect immediately okie? =`(


one more question..y i like DURIAN shoooOOOoOoo muchie?
izzit bcas of e nicey nice smell?
or bcas e flesh is creamy n thick enuff?
izzit bcas it's my fav GREEN colour?
or bcas i am greedy?haha i said it's all of e above =D
n i shall get my papa to buy me DURIAN MOONCAKE
*WOOT!! im having Durian Mooncake for Mid-autumn Fest!!


come to tink of it.. y am i suddenly so into green?
for yr info again..i cant resist GREEN n PURPLE stuff NOW..
n if u did notice.. green was my most HATE colour in e past..
i used to HATE green.. cas it seems so dirty.. dark.. n dull..
..3D somemore worx..i used to hate brown n grey too..
but now i dun mind getting clothes in brown or even grey..
yeap.. tt's me e ever changing JOLENE..(but nt my heart)..=S


i used to like YELLOW alot!!~ (Pri) n yeshh..
i used to love yellow roses too..
~n do u noe yellow roses represent 'breakup' in flower language?
im more into Black and blue during sec sch days..
mayb too much black during sec sch days..
i ended up DISLIKING black in POLY life.. black is too dull for me..
i kinda fancy LOUD n Bright colours at tt pt of time..
RED WAS my fav.. n all baby colours.. keke yeap those jappo days..
was flipping thru e photo albums.. i tink i looked like a x'mas tree..
no kidding.. but everyone haf their very own 'crazy' phase in life..
some mayb bery BENG.. some LIAN.. some Jappo like me.. WAHAHAHA
but now im more into 'shu nu' n hip style.. WEET!!~


anyway tonight shall mark e end of our 7th Lunuar month..
it's time for more CLUBBING!!~ n gathering till wee hours..
TOOTX!!~ as if i nv club tis mth sia.. ahaha
n we did haf a gathering till e bery next morning leh..
but i can see more coming.. if i can get myself a job soon..
cas shushu leaving for england soon.. =(
Creepy Jamz, 2 down soon.. sobx sobx..
but.. shushu n shell are finally back from Hongkong!!~
WOOT!!~ n they got prezzie for me!!~ weeEEeEeEEEeeEEeeEEee
love them lotsa!!~ thanx shushu n shell!!~ BIGGY MUACKY!


my papa said he gonna get me a dog..
i wondered how true..aiya.. he sure forget abt it e bery next day ><"
anyway he want me to get a car license soon nah...
he said he's gonna get me a car if i pass neh.. i wan BEETLE!!~
no BEETLE i shall get MINI COOPER!!~
*duhx.. dream on jojo.. they r supa EX!!~ u tot yr papa printing money ah?
okok.. no car.. i wan shitzu!!~ n a shop of my own!!~ wahahahaha
*slap myself* jojo, u tan gugu bahx.. wait long long also dun haf worx..


Haix.. i shall end my random ranting here..
more ranting if i got stuff to rant.. since im too free at home..
rant else.. im turning into a rotten jo soon =X




well well well..
juz when i tot im no longer classified under Jobless category..
im JOBLESS once again!~
GREAT!!~ how wondeful isnt it?
i've got no spending power... meaning.. I cant SHOP!
i cant buy tt little match girl baggy..
i cant buy pretty clothes..
i cant!!~ sobx.. HAIX! T.T <-- copy qian
can u see im crying? yesh.. im crying..
crying of BOREDEM n indecisive me!! *SLAP MYSELF

anyway e job was too ADMIN!!~ supa!!~
no PC for me ><" wif a messy table..
*no sense of belonging ='( unlike my yun..
all i need to do is faxing.. photocopy n filing..
seriously.. i dun tink they need a dip holder for tt..
they can jolly well get a O/N lvl grad to do it..
even 1 of e 'lao jiao' agree wif me neh.. HUMP!
in e end.. my agent said i can go lor.. but no pay =(

meet up wif Guihua for dinner.. n shopping.. f
ound out tt we kinda click sia..
got similar taste in clothes, tinking..
n we both love CHOCO n DURIAN!!!!!!
ben lai can b collegue wif her de.. but.. hee

anyway met vanny yesterday.. tt crazy girl!!~
we had a wonderful meal @ Pasta cafe..
i knew she miss me.. juz tt she nv say.. =P

*Crazy Vanney


*Crazy Me


*Crazy US

anyway weilian won da competiton..
was quite gan dong.. almost cried..
tt's e song he sang..
Qi si ni bu tong wo de xin..(bery old song)


你说我像云捉摸不定
其实你不懂我的心
你说我像梦忽远又忽近
其实你不懂我的心
你说我像谜总看不清
其实我永不在乎掩藏真心
怕自己不能负担对你的深情
所以不敢靠你太近
你说要远行暗地里伤心
不让你看到哭泣的眼睛
is tt how u feel?
i noe ding si za dan is all abt u..
juz wanna say..
Trust e love inside of u =)




Mood: Puffy Eyes
Tinking of: Puffy me?

keke im shag sia!!~
tootx tootx ppl renovating...
drilling here n there!!~ arrgghhh!!
=puffy tarepanda sadako ME=

Met e Pri sch peeps on fri..
hmm.. kinda boring i muz say..
cas no common topic!!~ =X
lost contact for abt 9 yrs neh!!!~

6H gathering


*e guys

Peeps attended:
Me
demin (organiser)
shiwei
jean
xiaofen
jingquan
xuecong
esmond

anyway we went Nydc for dinner!!~
e guys r sweet enuff to send us girls back!~
anyway saw Cheefan n his gf @ heeren..
keke he tot i chiong-ing again worx ><"
n he told me "he's" sick.. hhmmm...


Sat was Peixin's BD!!~
e girls came to pick me up ard 8..
weEeeEeeeEEeee we r e Tiara girls..
im actually quite excited abt e Tirara thingy..
clubbing.. n pheww ii thingy.. prata-ing thingy..
but i can say it's kinda disappointing.. =S

*see.. we r so excited.. (before going in)

me qian shell shushu n lala wore Tiara in..
everyone like looking @ us.. abit paisei though..
but it's juz for e Birthday girl..
shell n shushu bought to make her feel special..
her's was e biggy wan.. while ours smaller..
wearing Tiara on her bd to make it memorable!~
esp for us e 'Creepy jamz' u noe u noe??

*creepyjamz*

surprisingly i heard lotsa nasty comments..
be it from e relatives or frenz who attended e party..
i was quite disturbed by those comments..
to me it's real mean.. n i dun tink they r joking AT ALL..
if they r joking.. i can say.. its nt funny AT ALL..

Nasty comments 1: (some relative)
y r there 7 'sun wu kong' ?? (us 7 including e BD girls)
~Hello!! it's TIARA!! nt golden RING!!
(overheard by rong when taking picxy)


Nasty Comments 2: (e girl who took our picxy)
Girl A*taking photo for us*
Girl B: aiya.. take e table better lahx..
dun take them.. hahahaha
GirlA: ahahaha
(overheard by hui who's standing nearby)


Nasty Comments 3: (e uncle)
Qian *getting last cup of cokey*
Shushu: still got other drink mah?
E uncle: got.. pool water lor!!~
(we were BBQ-ing beside e pool)
~i was supa MAD!!
cas i caught e uncle staring at us..
from e start to e end..
macham we r dirty kids on street..

Nasty Comments 4: (some relative)
there were 2 BBQ pits.. we took 1 of it..
Relative A to B: u better look after e food..
scurilly later gone..
~OMG!!~ it's real MEAN okie..
we oursleves r BBQ-ing our thingy..
for wat eat theirs.. we r nt beggars ok?
(i nv hear tis.. else i sure diao ppl)

out of e 4 comments.. i only hear e uncle's..
n im real pek chek.. n for once..
i caught him staring at me from head to toe..
i ji tao diao him back.. from head to toe..
n from toe to head n ended it wif a 'heck care' diao!~

i realli cannot stand such ppl lor.. DUHX!!~
i told my mama everything!!~ she shook her head..
not over me.. but those ppls wif their comments!!~
haha she nv scold me for 'diao-ing' zhang bei sia.. =P

hmm.. cant realli b bothered wif such peeps..
keke in e end us girls took lotsa picxy.. ahaha
self-entertaining us!!~ n leave da place ard 10!!~
weeEEeeEEeEeE went to Suntec Kbox till 4!!~
ben lai going Cine's de.. but cant find parking lots..
was still hoping to bump into him sia.. ahaha

Ktv till 4 followed by prata-ing..
phew ii-ing @ yishun dam.. n breaky @ Mac..
whole nitex nv slp worx.. shagged!!~
but we did haf lotsa lotsa fun!!~ wEeEeEeeeee


*mei mei mah?


Shell: hao hao!!~


*wishing upon da stars..
(i noe im 'um chio-ing')


kissy kiss kiss!!~


she wan my shinny necklace..


no 'mo qi' ??


Sexy shushu..


*hotdog-ing


*our Fav picxy..


Me n qianqian 'flinging' ard..


where's e EXIT?


*oopsy.. me licking? shushu..groping??


*shell.. touching his.. ehh..


*KTV-ing till 4!!~ weEEeEeEeEe

For more picxy, click here




=i bid my tears goodbye=




你用温柔的声音
说着别人的爱情
看不出你的心里
是否有伤痛的痕迹
要到什么时候才愿意
说一说你的心情
承认自己常在夜里哭泣
你用沉默的表情
面对我的真心
看不出你的心里
是否隐藏着真实的自己
要到什么时候
愿意让过去有了结局
忘了心碎
忘了一切伤心
思念狂舞了一整夜
孤单在梦里撒野
挥不去的是你
忘了欢笑的脸
占据了我的每一天
不要逃避我的视线
遗忘在转眼之间
让悲伤走远
你会发现一切都变成从前

*there's a fight in me..
e fight btw e devil n angel..
n im caught in e middle..
AngelJojo wanna cling onto it..
while DevilJojo wanna let go..

they've ben fighting for wks!!~

juz then AngelJojo said something..

she's tired of da little war.. she's exhausted..

she wanna put it to an end..

if u insist..i've got nothing much to say




till now..
u can say anything
or even ask everything..

but pls dun ask if i met any nice guy..
i noe it sounded casual..
but u should noe im nt tt type of girl..
who looks out for guys right after she ended a r/s..
*tt's juz not me! my love wasnt ready for sale. =)

n peeps.. oh peeps!!~
dun worry abt me ya...
e sucky feeling juz comes n goes..
ya brain is something u cant control..
*scary huh?
sometime i yearned for a brainwash session..
but no worries.. at least im still smiling isnt it?


Fireworks oh fireworks..
something i've always wanted to watch wif my lover..

e fireworks were so captivating..
n it left my mind in a complete mess after e last blast..
resulting in 'mini fireworks' in my brain.. cool huh?


Beetle oh.. beetle..
my little roundy fatty dream car!!~

haf u ever heard of tis...
if u ever see it on e road..
knock some1 on da head..
n eventually u will get a beetle car?
i noe it sounded silly.. but it's fun.. isnt it?

well well.. i saw 6 beetles today!!~
*it did lift up my mood alot.. so roundy..so cute
from old sch beetles.. to da latest wan..
all diff colours.. wat a beetles day..
played e 'knock knock' game wif zero..
in e end i won!!~ i faked a beetles..
resulting 4:3
n he's badie enuff to knock me HARD on e head!

qianqian mentioned to me tt last time..
i mentioned too much zero here..
but i still muz say he's juz a frenz to me..
*sompa!! plus chop!!~
not even 'fling'.. 'fling' is juz a term to make 'him' jealous..
silly me... lalalalala
well he's kinda upset n moody lately..
thus went out to cheer him up lor..
*tt time he also came to cheer me up mahx..
tt's wat frenz r for.. isnt it?

but somehow tis game reminded me of 'him'..
my only victim for tis game..
im e player cum judge..
i set da rules of beating or biting 5 times each..
he nv knock my head a single time...
while im always e wan 'bullying' him..

haha.. shant play tis game anymore..
it's a game btw me n 'him'..
n most of all.. till now.. i still din get a beetle!!

hmm... a long entries huh?
decided to blog here once in a while to update u guys..
sweet me rite? anyway ive been rotting at home..
watching 'qiang wei zi lian' n meeting frenz..
gonna find a job soon..
but papa suggested me of getting a shop of my own..
i was shock to hear tt sia.. *power rite? my papa
my mama said he's willingly to support me wif $$
hm.. i shall consider lahx.. =)




Hey u! yeah u.

Im ok.




Hi Peeps.. its been a wk.
dun worry abt me. im fine. all right.
juz here to update u guys tt im out of CTB.
will b hafing a long break bahx.
i've got myself a new blog.
but shall leave tt unknown.
if u dun mind me toking abt my life.
my complaints.my sadness.my excitement.
my happiness.ask me for da link bahx.
wun b announcing da link till..
im ready to present da cheery me.
i still wan ppl to noe me as da crazy girl.
Take care.地狱天使




上天安排我们从同学开始
是乎你我之间只存在着友谊
在打打闹闹的日子里
不成有近一步的关系


就在那天朋友的派对
丘批特悄悄找上了你
但你心已有所属 我只能暗自叹气
想了又想 还是选择了放弃


一对戏票再次将你我凑在一起
偶然的邀约竟然化缘分为爱
肩并着肩 好像走了个世纪
让元旦的喜悦中伴着你我纯纯的爱


在戏院里悄悄靠着你肩膀装睡
情人节夜里传来的那封傻傻的讯息
从一起念着春联到专属三轮车司机
足以让我灰暗的日子里添满了色彩


我盼望的那一天终于到来
一封卡片写着诚恳的几行字
望着你羞色的脸庞和你勾勾手指
成为你的公主也接受你的爱


只可惜 爱 很短暂


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*i'll end my blog with my final compose.
Juz for u... My dear




Mood: HeartPain =)
Juz haf: Bubble Tea
Tinking of: Mind blank
Song: Wo zhi dao ni hen nan guo*Jolin

today is da 2nd mth since we broke up..
somehow there's a sign in office..
e sign tt i noe i'll b heartbroken..
e red heart went MISSING!!~ it's nt at da desk..
it's not on da floor.. it's nowhere to b found..

yesh.. of all e 3 hearts.. gone was da big red wan!
i dunno who took it or sad to say.. who stole it..

i was so lost tt i dunno where im going..
wanted to go Bugis grab a cup of bubble tea..
but i ended up @ Galare eating waffle alone..
roaming ard suntec like ghost..
n bought another Korean movie instead of TYPE B..

n yesh.. i received his msg in e afternoon..
he kinda caught me by surprise..
i was still tinking of sms him..
asking him out for a chat.. to get e ans i wan..
n there.. i got e ans without asking..

loss of word.. my mind was completely blank..
im speechless.. my heart hurts alot..
but somehow i felt relieved.. funny rite?
*heng i was alone in my cubicle.. no disturbance..
~e moment i saw Bibi-san, i juz brust out crying..

he sounded so cold and scary.. it's unlike him..
his ans was straight.. too striaght forward..
as if he practiced beforehand..
making every effort to make me gif up on him..
i cant deny he shattered my every hope..
leaving me nothing to cling on..

He got his reason.. n i considered tt valid..
i juz happened to meet e right one at the wrong time?
or meet e wrong wan at e right time?
but i nv regret.. he's realli good..
juz tt everything seems so wrong..

dun ever say u r not worth it..
dun ever say u r not good enuff..
if u realli are not worth it or not gd enuff..
y is it hard for us(ex) to let go?
i understand their feeling.. i seriously do..

i noe i gotta let go.. but my heart juz wun let me..
so I'll juz listen to my heart..
when there's a guy who makes my heart skip a beat..
it's e time my heart gif up on u..

i've decided to stop blogging at tis site..
it's filled wif happi n sad memories..
mayb by starting a new wan.. i'll feel better..
at least my reader wun feel sick abt me toking abt my love life..
meanwhile i'll keep tt link a secret...
till i found myself.. i'll b back to annouce da link..


*my mind is as blank as my desk..
~left xiaohan's jumpy.. n my whiteboard..


*all da colourful postcards GONE!


*It's empty!~ it looked kinda weird..
i dunno wat got over me..
~my hand juz cant stop tearing down everything on da desk..


*gone was my colourful cute desk.. =)


I'll be back =)




爱一个人 需要缘份 你何苦让自己 越陷越深
别傻得用你的天真 去碰触不安的灵魂 每一天只能痴痴的等
爱一个人 别太认真 你受伤的眼神 令人心疼
没有一个人 非要另一个人 才能过一生 你又何苦逼自己 面对伤痕
我知道你很难过 感情的付出 不是真心就会有结果
别问怎么做 爱才能长久 这道理有一天你会懂
我知道你很难过 昨天是恋人 今天说分手就分手
别问你的痛 要怎么解脱 多情的人注定 伤的比较久
爱若变成了刺 思念也成了痴 也许心碎是爱情最美的样子